Saying goodbye to 2020

As I sit in my bedroom writing this, Iā€™m wrestling between a heart of gratitude and the weight of loss heavy on my heart. Who knew at the beginning of this year what this year would cost? Every year, I make a vision board but I let the Holy Spirit guide what I put on … Continue reading Saying goodbye to 2020

Cheapening the greatest gift

  I've lost count on how many days I've been in quarantine. Jokingly, I have said that my 712th day was by far the worst. Most days, I have felt every rough, cracked, wretched edge of my soul. My heart is without reprieve. There's no busyness, no distractions from the weight I have carried for … Continue reading Cheapening the greatest gift

Being Single

Recently, I've been thinking about what it means to be single and almost 30. What does it look like to live in the tension between desiring marriage and living out the calling of being single for as long as God has me here. It's been a weird season, these last few months. I dated a … Continue reading Being Single

Sovereignty

Truth be told, I haven't trusted much in God's sovereignty. Not the way I should have been doing. For most of my life, I was told I was not worthy of the love I craved. I was told that if anyone really knew me, they wouldn't want me. And so I kept everyone at arm's … Continue reading Sovereignty