The hope for many single people is that one day, you meet someone, you date, you marry, you live happily ever after. No one ever talks about the in between. We don't talk about healing from pain and heartbreak. For me, the last five years have been spent in counseling, weeding through decades of pain, … Continue reading Growing.
Dear future husband, I've wanted to write this for awhile but I haven't had the courage. I've been too afraid of what people would say if I was really honest about how I feel. Waiting for you. I'm angry. I've moved from desperate to hopeful to sad to flat out angry. I'm angry you're not … Continue reading An Open Letter to My Husband
You know what I rarely talk about? My sin. The things I've done in my past. I think it's because I'm scared of being judged. Here's go nothing. I'm a homewrecker. No, I've never tried to steal a woman's husband but I have absolutely tried to steal a girl's boyfriend. I've done this exactly twice … Continue reading I walk down a different street.
I'm going through Ephesians with my community group. For the bible enthusiast, Ephesians is the book on marriage. For a few years, marriage was my biggest obsession. It was all I thought of, all I wanted. Every guy I was attracted to held the potential for marriage. I dated obsessively and every rejection felt like … Continue reading Marriage.
I should preface this post by saying that lately, I have gotten into the habit of bottling myself up. I'm one of those people who tends to put up a front. I put my best foot forward, rarely discussing what I'm really going through or how I'm feeling. But I got convicted by that … Continue reading A Week of Stretching